uhh #abuse mention

i keep getting instinctively sort of anxious when people talk about pale feelings and i feel bad because, obviously that stuff works out fine for other people, it’s not a bad thing, n-not every pale relationship is going to become a three-year ordeal that’s stressful and stifling and withers into mutual emotional abuse while youre stuck living in very close quarters with a huge power imbalance, hahaha, haha, i’m, realizing i am very scared of pale relationships and i dont think i ever want to be in one again because i’m a complete failure at everything it entails, not that i’m any good at flushed either i just, hoo, oh boy, gghjhfgj