yeah the only other two ive had other than my current one ended in absolute hell and misery but. things can get better i think? anyway my actual point is do you want me to start tagging for stuff

ah no it’s okay! it’s. good to be working through my feelings about this stuff tbh i want to be reminded because refusing to ever think about it is giving me a bunch of memory problems in general and it’s. not worth it ahah. it’s just an odd back and forth between being endeared and encouraging and then suddenly getting nervous but it’s definitely the kind of thing i feel able and willing to deal with through exposure! thank u for the offer though!