i keep wanting to be like NO IM SUCH A FAKER NO I CANT BE A VOMIT IDOL IM NOT INTO IT ENOUGH I’M A WEENIE MOST OF THE IRL STUFF I SEE GROSSES ME OUT MY LIFE IS A LIE but

#tmi hella #emetophobia warn #unsanitary probably #food and #ed trigger too i think uhhm

i’ve made out with someone who’d just barfed and was disappointed that it didnt taste particularly gross, purposely eaten hella junk food and then tried to puke (it didnt work? couldnt hardly get anything up and again was v disappointed), and i’ve asked to listen to someone gagging repeatedly while they jerk off so, so, i guess that, i guess that does count, i think i’m into it enough, i think that’s probably a lot more than most people do, i just feel like a weenie compared to nemu, everyone is kind of a weenie compared to nemu