i got re-used to real milk and now i’m being terribly bothered by how soy milk just like, feels/tastes thin, i tend to put just milk in my coffee because i want it to be a creamy sort of affair, not even creamy just a balance to the bitterness, but man, almond milk and this shitty brand of ‘original flavor’ soy milk are just, not right, i’m already drinking shitty instant coffee i dont need another factor making things taste cheap and lacking, god 'original flavor’ soy milk is so bad so fuckin piss-poor because it’s not vanilla flavor so it’s not sweet but it’s not unsweetened and it doesnt taste like legit milk either so it’s just this weird fucking, rounded edges watery playskool kind of taste, it tastes like beige, it tastes like it knows it’s not special but forces a smile anyway, i cant believe how deep and metaphorical i’m getting, about the fact that i desperately dumped cocoa and cinnamon and honey into this coffee (but not very much because too sweet is nasty) and it still tastes thin and gross but i’m forcing myself to drink it for the caffeine anyway because i’m getting old and soda hurts my stomach